108 days...
and really, it is starting to get to me. Last night, I had a mini-anxiety attack! I have one about every 4-6 months...nothing too major...just start to freak out a little and get way emotional. Last night as I lay in bed, I just could not fall asleep. I ended up calling my mom at 11:30 pm (1 hour and 30 minutes past my bedtime) to calm me down. I have 1 week of school left and SO MUCH to do! I have to get my report cards done sometime and it is obviously not going to be this weekend. Then, my thoughts went to my wedding shoes...still don't have any. Then started the house freak-outs. Oye!
Anyways, tonight driving home, I decided to let myself just get more emotional. I popped in Marc Broussard's CD and just let the tears flow. SERIOUSLY...he is so amazing, his songs are fantastic, his voice incredible, AND Mike and I got engaged at his concert. He sings "our song" (The Beauty of Who You Are) and Mike had contacted him to play it at the concert and call us onstage. Here is what happened...
I was so embarrassed afterwards about what I said...although you can't hear a thing!!! I said something along the lines of "did anyone take a picture?!?!" I was so excited and I am such a "picture person" and all I could think of was how amazing this moment was and NONE of our friends or family was there! But now, it is so cute...I was so excited! Honestly, the best night ever...and enough to get my crying whenever I listen to the song!
Oh...and seriously, you should look up Marc Broussard. Those of you that really know me...you KNOW that I LOVE Kelly Clarkson. And....Kelly loves Marc! When I went to Kelly's concert 2 years ago, she sang Marc's song, Home. Here is a video that I found of that on YouTube (my new obsession tonight, if you can't tell).
AHHHHHH...I need so sleep (any maybe some anti-anxiety drugs)!!!
That video is awesome! Who video taped it for you? What an amazing documentation you have!
As for being anxious and restless, oddly enough, I was never like that, I think I was too tired to not be able to sleep, but... it will be here before you know it, so just enjoy it! You do have a lot on your plate, but it's all good, fun stuff!
I'm crying and it's only 7:24AM! Good job Lauren! ;)
Great video. What a special memory.
Oh,sweetie. you don't need still pictures when you have a freaking VIDEO of your engagement! That got me a little choked up, too. I'm becoming such a sap.
And I beg you, please do not let things like wedding shoes stress you out. I swear to you it will be over before you know it and although the details are fun, they shouldn't make you upset! And 108 days is actually quite a lot, you know:) It is going to be a fabulously fun wedding, okay?
That video is so sweet!!! And I had one of those nights a couple of weekends ago that I couldn't sleep. I had tons of wedding/moving stuff running through my head. It was hard to stop that "brain chatter."
You've got a busy summer coming up, but it will all work out beautifully!!
And happy birthday!!
Damnit Wies...I'm crying again!!! I've never seen that video!!
How awesome to have a video of that moment!!!!!!!!! Too cute :).
That is awesome that you have a video of your engagement! Don't stress too much about the wedding-everything will come together. Really!
i refuse to watch that video right now as i am sure i will be crying like a baby, i get teary looking at my wedding pics.
enjoy your last few months...it flies by. i was just thinking the other day that i remember when i said i had 4 months and now here i am an old married hag!